I would love to know that we will never die"
[Second Sunrise]
I get chills when I sing along with these lyrics ... go to their Purevolume site and listen to "It Felt Like a Movie, So I Had to Do It". A little Taking Back Sunday poser-esque but I really like that song.
For some reason I had it in my head that once I got through finals, life would be a little more manageable. But HEY junior paper and college night and Mr. Cammann being more and more of an asshole every second period class! I mean it's fine, I'll get through it like everyone does, but it's just sort of a thing that feels unneccessarily stressful, you know?
It's nice to have Lauren home and wonderful to be able to see her all the time but kind of still terrible to consider the circumstances and think about why. Same with Nic. I'm really grateful for the time we're all spending but it seems like no matter what else I try to focus on, the one big thing is always there and for me it always seems to fill the silence like a flood.
"And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to Father Time."
I don't have a lot to say except that I'm really grateful that with all the sometimes insane shit thrown into my life, I've been blessed with some of the best people in much more of a lasting way.
Here's a song. You're something I'll believe in. Love love love.
posted by Allison Francis @ 4:18 PM
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